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.:Sunday, January 23, 2005:.
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mbuh bingung rep nulis opow but alhamdulilah still alive

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.:BadBoys blogged on 8:35 PM:.
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.:Wednesday, January 12, 2005:.
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Kumerindukanmu

Berbisik memanggil namamu

Bayangmu seakan menjelma

Nyata walau jarak memisahkan

Disini sendiri jauh darimu

Kulewati malam sepi menghujam

Tanpamu kurasakan mati

Tak seperti saat kau disisi

Ku merindukanmu..

Ku pandang senja memerah

Menyimpan kisah tentang kau dan aku

Berharap semua kan berlalu

Hingga tiba waktu kan kutemukanmu

Disini sendiri jauh darimu

Kulewati malam sepi menghujam

Tanpamu kurasakan mati

Tak seperti saat kau disisi

Disini sendiri jauh darimu

Kulewati malam sepi..

Tanpamu kurasakan mati

Tanpamu tak ada gairah

Kau tulis namamu di dalam hatiku

Dan kau ada di setiap mimpiku

Ku merindukanmu..

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.:BadBoys blogged on 4:35 AM:.
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.:Sunday, January 09, 2005:.
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Why, tell me the reasons why

Try, still I don't understand

Will I ever feel this again

Blue sky, I'll meet you in the end

Free them, free the memories of you

Free me, and rest 'til I'm with you



A day like today

My whole world has been changed

Nothing you say

Will help ease my pain



Turn, I'll turn this slowly round

Burn, burn to feel alive again

She, she'd want me to move on

See me, this place I still belong

Give chase, to find more than I have found

And face, this time now on my own



Days disappear

And my world keeps changing

I feel you here

And it keeps me sane



So I'm moving on

I'll never forget

As you lay there and watched me

Accepting the end

I knew you were scared

You were strong I was trying

I gave you my hand

I said it's okay letting go time to leave here

And I'll carry on

The best that I can without you here beside me

Let him come take you home




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.:BadBoys blogged on 2:49 PM:.

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She dresses in black everyday

She keeps her hair simple and plain

She never wears makeup

But no one would care if she did anyway



She doesn't recall yesterday

Faces seem twisted and strange

But she always wakes up

Only to find she'd been miles away



Absence of awareness

Losing time

A lapse of perception

Losing time



Wanting to escape

She had created a way to survive

She learned to detach from herself

A behavior that kept her alive



Hope in the face of our human distress

Helps us to understand the turbulence deep inside

That takes hold of our lives

Shame and disgrace over mental unrest

Keeps us from saving those we love

The grace within our hearts

And the sorrow in our souls

Deception of fame

Vengeance of war

Lives torn apart

Losing oneself

Spiraling down

Feeling the walls closing in

A journey to find

The answers inside

Our illusive mind

WTF WITH MY DAY!!!

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.:BadBoys blogged on 2:43 PM:.
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.:Wednesday, January 05, 2005:.
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Seperti Bintang


Berjuta perih

telah kurasakan dalam pencarianku...
yang tak pernah berakhir
ku tak tahu sampai kapan
dan kumengenal dia seorang manusia sempurna
dia buka mata ini dari kegelapan

seperti bintang dia bersinar
temani hariku yang gelap

seperti bintang ia menjelmah
mengisi senjaku yang sepi

aku yang dulu kadang
telah kau temukan

berjuta perih telah kurasakan
dalam pencarihanku
yang tak pernah berakhir
entah sampai kapan......

seperti bintang dia bersinar
temani hariku yang gelap

seperti bintang ia menjelmah
mengisi senjaku yang sepi

aku yang dulu kadang
telah kau temukan

seperti bintang dia bersinar
temani hariku yang gelap

seperti bintang ia menjelmah
mengisi senjaku yang sepi

aku yang dulu kadang
telah kau temukan


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.:BadBoys blogged on 1:03 PM:.
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